Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I'm in love.

This is a long distance relationship, but still... I'm in love with another guy, and he loves me as well.

First met him on a message board related to an interest of mine. It started off as an ordinary friendship, but now we are committed to one another. Just recently I was wondering if anything like this would ever happen to me. But it is happening, and now I feel like a changed man. I've never been happier.

He's going to make me a Christmas gift that he says I'll love (I wonder what it could be) and he's saving up money to visit me sometime next year. Of course, I'd like to do that the other way around (he's in British Columbia near Vancouver), but with our economy how it is, I'll have to settle for him coming here.

I love him a whole lot and I can't wait for the future.

Monday, October 6, 2008

I had a bipolar week.

I was going to end this blog, but screw it for now.

The beginning of last week sucked.

I was given a chance at a relationship by someone on a message board I go to and then rejected two days later, then I find out he found someone else on said message board. That left me rather pissed and depressed.

But now I have a crush on someone from the same place but he doesn't know yet. I'm going to talk to him a bit more and go from there, as I don't feel the time's right at this moment. On the downside, he's a long way away from me (Belgium, to be exact)... so even if he says yes, IM conversations will have to do for a while.

It's hard knowing that the person you love not only doesn't know, but is also so far away from you.

Wish me luck, because I don't take rejection well, after that recent experience.